Friends

Am taking off the end of this week to spend time with two of the greatest, most loving and best friends a girl could have. We are off to do a scrapbook class and then to Cottage Conrad for rest, relaxation, scrapbooking, shopping and laughter. These two people - Freddie and Prissy - know me better than I know myself sometimes. They pick me up emotionally, when I can barely pick myself up and sometimes carry me. For their friendships, love, support and hours of laughter I thank them and I am truly blessed to have them in my life.

You would think "Spring has Sprung"

Today was such a beautiful day. Went out and worked with my horse and had the pleasure of spending time with my niece. Now days most young people aren't some one I would want to hang with but my niece doesn't mind hanging with me, or at least she doesn't act like it. I've always enjoyed being around her.

I hope that this beautiful weather sticks around and we don't have any more snow.

Raider

Sent from my iPhone. Excuse any typos.

Ready for Spring

Today is a beautiful day outside and I so wish I could have been off to enjoy it.
I'm so ready for spring. This has been a cold and wet winter. Hopefully today is just a start of many more pretty days to come.

I'm still alive!!

Well life has been busy with lots of battles along the way. Some I've won and some I haven't. Some with Kala and many within. I have witnessed life's joys and heartaches. Without the love and support of my friends and family I don't know that I could have made it through any of these battles. I have watched my friends and family go through their own battles and I realize that mine are really not all that bad and if I would give the majority of the battles to God - he will take care of them, and yes he does answer prayers. I hope that I have been at least some help to those who have time and time again stood by me and helped me. I could not ask for better friends or family.

I moved Kala into an apartment back in July and have learned to "live" in my house again. Now I just need to make it my home again and not just a house. I know it will come in time. I told a friend "that my give a care was broken". They said that they thought it wasn't broken - that I do care about my friends and family - it's only broken when it comes to me. That comment has made me do some real thinking and I've come to the conclusion that those were some good words of wisdom.

I hope that in this year that I can get more of my things in an order that I am pleased with. I hope that I can play often and really enjoy what life has to offer and not sit and wish for what might/could be. God has a road mapped out for me and I just need to put my faith in him. He will not lead me wrong.

Last Three Weeks

Well the last three weeks have really been a whirlwind for me. Kala was put in the Pavillion (which was a good thing). They put her on new medicines - which have helped and gave me a 10 day resting period. During that time the other girl that was in our office was let go - so I've had to pick up the slack and do that job as well as mine. Luckily they have hired a good friend of mine that I know will be able to do the job and do it like it should be done.

I'm wishing that today as I sit at home with blizzard weather that life could be so easy that I could be scrapbooking instead of working - but I know that I have to get the work done before I can enjoy scrappbooking.

This is a recent photo of me and my horse. I've gotten to ride several times in the last couple of months and that has been a blessing too.

Long Time between Posts

Well it's been a long time since I posted - well over a month. My life has been
in the same downhill spiral that it's been on for the last three years. I'm not
sure when it will get better - but my faith in God lets me know that it will.

I haven't done anything worth posting about in a sometime. Have ridden my wonderful horse Mercades a couple of times in the beautiful weather we've had. Wanted to ride
on some of the windy days but figure the wind would blow me off the horse. LOL

I want to thank all my friends and family who have stood beside me during these
trying times for me. I love you for being there for me and Kala.